poetry
publications
HDNL MAG
the act of splintering
impossible task
nest
the miracle of life and loss
i miscarried so we made carbonara
revisit
thanks, i think. —a sonnet
we leave the past in knots
thread lit mag
where the mantis shrimp are omniscient*
*nominated for best microfiction 2024
adventurer
dear writer
la bella journeys
cross to bear
gone lawn
delirium tremens
heartcandy
willows wept
marcescence
from hand to sea
words & whispers
the brightest sunsets
ghost city review
enduring
stirring lit
bedbloat
wise owl
coping
DIGITAL
the london magazine
welcome wagon
pile press
iterations
dendrochronology
evening street press
hereditary
constellations
false letter language
moss puppy
the dam
empyrean
the carousers curse
escape artist
seventeen
this week ends with a weekend
door is a jar
pavement bird
hatching
the way of letting go
common threads 2023
the luxury of silence
inscape magazine
palliate
cravings
of rust and glass
better to go to waste, than to your waste
troublemaker firestarter
gravity
the ham sandwich theory
twelve mile
photographic memory
addiction is a sweet dark room
2024, another new calligraphy
they drink with the sun
2023, bottlecap press
BOOKS
featured
delirium tremens
first published in gone lawn
instead of flying, wailing sparks of windshield and flashing lights littering the street, let me show you alcoholisms true face: a darkened vignette behind the eyes, encompassing only the faintest candle-light thought left, the crumbs of souls seeking the spirits they cant buy before the sun—i no longer sleep or wake—or listen to the echoes of your mother and coworkers, their inoculation, hallucinations while you kill time between days or while tightroping the hours, fogging up your own glasses, the humidity of another defeated day veiled within a trembling tomb of a body. know that the thoughts you do not think now will return with a vengeance, but only if you survive the seizure convulsing on grass instead of on the road—youre one of the lucky ones, you know. LOOK at my skin: im caught between self-digestion and putrefaction! see the bloating and the tearing and the decomposing—all while being alive (technically). and then calmly, on the day you decide you dont want to die, place your hand anywhere on my body and see that i do not feel human, because poison doesnt have a face.
pavement bird
first published in door is a jar
first, a incandescent barrage of cold knuckle into my eye with childhood-rivalry fervor from the man who also holds me when i cant sleep. if he shows me the snow, i will believe its a game. then comes the warmth, blood draining from my nose like spoiled syrup onto my breasts, my hands, the carpet, until he holds me, begging his apologies like jagged wind. in this moment, i forget love doesn’t bleed so dark.
freedom blows through me as i swing and kick at everything on this neighborhood street–wiffle balls and broken tags and soiled flyers–everything that reflects light. my toes numb and my skin cements and things explode: fracturing and rupturing and dancing. for a moment when i splash through the concrete, i forget he ever left a bruise.
until i feel the feathers, bursting beneath my feet, and the cracking, of small, small bones, as though whatever debris my foot creates is nothing more than twigs and dust and glue…i do not check the carnage under these flickering streetlights, but when i wash the blood from my shoe, i finally remember why doves and angels share wings.
gravity
first published in troublemaker firestarter
its warm again your clothes still bear no holes
always armored even in sleep
i can hear the gravity playing in your chest
buried sonnets hibernating
there are too many windows in my head
hole punched walls and unlocked doors
these early morning chances threaten
to disintegrate like sand
(did you know your windows were once ocean
is the light worth keeping in)
i search your skin for hiding saplings
something needs to grow inside
the echoes of this skull beyond the endless expanse
of kicking and scratching and heartbreak
i have nurtured you in these rooms of mine
since i learned your name
yet the cold air of where your words should be
cuts through my tongue like apples